F***.

Clowns got loose.

Running rampant.

Very big.

Very mean.

Very pissed off.

Carrying signs.

And megaphones.

Here’s a bit of what they’re saying (in no particular order):

1. You’re fat.
2. You’re old.
3. You’re ugly.
4. Nobody wants you here.
5. He’s sorry he ever let you into his life and now he just wants you to fucking go away and never come back.
6. Oh, did we mention you’re fat?
7. And you’re old.
8. And you’re ugly.
9. Nobody wants you here.
10. He especially doesn’t want you here, there or anywhere near him.
11. You’re gonna die alone and empty and unfulfilled.

Rinse.

Repeat.

Damn.

Damn.

Trying to ignore them.

Hope to get some sleep.

And, yes, I know they’re liars and it’s bullshit and ignore them and all the good advice you’re all gonna post and email and send to me.

But it doesn’t help.

Because they’re big, mean, pissed off clowns. And they’re loud. And I’m tired. Of everything.

Hope tomorrow will find them back in cages.

We’ll see.