Sunday, January 26, 2014

What I said, what I meant

I said I miss you.

I think I was really just saying good-bye.

I don’t know if you heard me, either way.

But that’ll be the last time.

I won’t chase you.

I won’t bug you.

I won’t even try.

I’ll smile on the alternating Saturdays and I’ll hug you and I’ll be happy to see you.

But that’ll be it.

Because I miss you.

And I need to say good-bye.

Because.

And I’m glad I got to be with you once more. Just to be with you once more.

And I’m glad to I got to say I miss you. Because I do.

But…

I’ll live with that missing and those memories and all that we were, even though you tried for us not to be.

And…

I’ll always miss you.