Wednesday, May 07, 2008

My heart (warning - poetry ahead)

My heart
breaks tonight
for love I had
and
love I lost

You
when I was
young
and sure
and wrong
and can’t let back in
because the wounds are still there
and will never go away

You
who was my
soul
mate
who broke my
heart
soul
ego
passion
and just about
broke all of me
and the years between
are just air
nothing
gone
done

You
who
still holds my heart
in his indifferent hand
and who I still feel
within that empty space
where your heart lives

And you
who I never had
and yet
I somehow
always have
but can never have

So
here I am
pieces of my heart
scattered to the wind
mourning the losses
and
wistful for the promises
that may never come

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